Maybe God Isn't Good

Maybe God isn’t good.

Maybe He doesn’t really love me.

He must not see me here. He must not care about my heartache and anguish and struggle.

God couldn’t possibly love my child as much as I do— because if He did He would take this from her. .

I recently sat in the therapist chair as she explained to me that most often it’s not the trauma itself that takes us spiraling down— instead it’s the lies that become embedded as a result of that trauma.

I shook my head in agreement — knowing that said lies h